03 sep 2009 – 10 mins to tomorrow

just 10 mins to tomorrow… painful neck, vertigo, deep ulcers and lurching churning fatigue… how did i come to waste 2 years of my life?… and no matter what i did, oh how i tried and tried, i just wasn’t worth honour, truth and simple respect to him… only 5 minutes left to go… tomorrow is another day… perhaps some day, i hope soon, the pain wld go away… for now… i face tomorrow once again… i m so so very very tired…