it’s too early in the morning… i cannot sleep… feet aching from walking too much… but it was a good day, sunshine etc… ulcers are bad but not so bad that i am deterred from eating… and eat we did… wowee wotta couple of greedies!!!!
feel less caged today… need to adjust to having a close friend in my life, the proximity has created a new tension for me… i was lonely before, doing everything myself and wished someone would help me, just physically cos i am so weak & fragile… but now i feel stuffed, not just my tummy with the good food he cooks, but also stuffed from too much of a good thing…
i will learn… life is a never ending learning process…
