been having nightmares lately… but i cannot recall them… perhaps my soul is working thru issues which i don’t need to know about… less to worry for nothing i guess…
woke up bleary-eyed… ears hv felt blocked for a few days now… but nothing serious… gets better if i stay home… ulcers began to [...]
Archive for October, 2008
29 oct 2008 – stretching
Posted in friendship, hope, journal, tagged food, friend, pain, pilates, ulcers on October 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
21 oct 2008 – sunshiny day
Posted in dichotomy, family, friendship, hope, journal, love, relationships, tagged Behcet's Syndrome, emotion, friendship, love, music, passion, pilates, ulcers on October 21, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
its a sunshiny day… in more ways than just the weather… i slept rather better than last nite… probably the pilates session yesterday did me a lot of good… began my first pilates session in several years… forgotten where those muscles are… but my instructor says my body will remember… sth called muscle memory?… i [...]
16 oct 2008 – too early
Posted in dichotomy, fragility, friendship, hope, journal, love, relationships, tagged Asperger's, Autism, Behcet's Syndrome, friend, life, ulcers on October 16, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
it’s too early in the morning… i cannot sleep… feet aching from walking too much… but it was a good day, sunshine etc… ulcers are bad but not so bad that i am deterred from eating… and eat we did… wowee wotta couple of greedies!!!!
feel less caged today… need to adjust to having a close [...]
10 oct 2008 – indigestion
Posted in dichotomy, fragility, friendship, journal, love, relationships, tagged Asperger's, Autism, Behcet's Syndrome, headache, ulcers on October 10, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
too much of a good thing can bring severe indigestion… my darling friend is a gem… cooking and cleaning for me… but i am wearing thin on the ‘too much’ syndrome now… i feel suffocated by his overwhelming caring… i shall hv to readjust some boundaries with him… it is all my own eccentricity to [...]
04 oct 2008
Posted in journal, love on October 4, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
tired but happy… no vertigo for the last few days… though ulcers hv been quite fierce, still managed to eat well… spent the day with a couple of great friends… artists’ village was extremely interesting… met a few people, took some pics for my little clothes line collection… and some exhibits inspired a few good [...]
childhood dreamworld – moominland
Posted in fragility, general, tagged aging, art, books, child, illness, money, Moomins, Tove Jansson on October 1, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
when i learnt to read at age 4 (i consider myself a ‘late’ reader, since i had taught my autistic student james to read by age 3)… ah… the world quickly became an even more fascinating place for me… needless to say, apart from the usual progressive diet of children’s books which mother (an english [...]
learning – my way
Posted in dichotomy, fragility, hope, senses, society, tagged Asperger's, Autism, Behcet's Syndrome, child, education, passion, school on October 1, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i never liked school… everything i learnt, i did at home… my mum was not great at handling my physical illness, i wished she didn’t force me to go to school… but she supported my curiosity to learn and create… i had subscriptions to magazines about almost everything under the sun, books galore, i loved [...]
01 oct 2008 – buzzing
Posted in fragility, hope, journal, love, tagged Behcet's Syndrome, friend, help, pain, sleep, support, ulcers on October 1, 2008 | 2 Comments »
restless night – the ulcers were throbbing, mouth dry, legs aching… i prefer sleeping alone for this reason… sometimes the pain can be very disturbing in the night… and i can hear my own moaning and feel myself tossing…
woke up without vertigo – something to be thankful for – and a nice buzzing feeling… my [...]
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